The scientist.

'Nobody said it was easy. Oh, it's such a shame for us to part.' - Coldplay

  Nostalgia strikes yet again. I recollect slivers of the past, and attempt to piece them back together. If everything was perfect, it should have been impossible for things to have turned out this way. That's where I get confused, and start to question myself. Though it seems that my memory is slipping away from me, because my mind does this funny thing where both the positive and negative events hurt me. Perhaps what I remember are only fragments of actual history. Perhaps, in the blur of another year, I've let my mind wander too far away. 

  On some days, I tune out and imagine myself in that particular situation that happened so very long ago. Then I begin to get restless; I'm back to square one and dangerously on the verge of plain sadness. There are some things I really haven't understood yet. I suppose life wants me unaware of its secrets, but the desire to know is still there. The most important question of them all: Why do I dwell so much on things that will never, ever be settled?

  All the people who are now missing in my previously pictured life are now substituted with others. Of course, there is an irreplaceable minority. I suppose they've left their mark, a deep one at that. These people seem so distant, so forbidden to approach. I've tried with time to erase the past, but I've learnt there isn't much I can do about it or how my mind decides to work.

  On a higher note, I welcome all the new people in my life. It's July, and it's been rather quick that we've dived into this time of year. The fact that some of you have stuck around long enough to acknowledge my worth is remarkable. So thank you stranger, friend, or faithful reader. There's an astonishing 70 of you now (as observed on Bloglovin') who have supported me and LUCID STARS. Each and every one of you has given me something to look forward to. Thank you for your time, for establishing this bond with me over the course of the previous months.

  To end this Wishful Wednesday post, I shall leave you readers with another quote.

'You don't know how lovely you are.' - Coldplay

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