Lights out, words gone.

Do you see those fractured, drifting clouds? Their remnants are ablaze and seeking survival. It seems they are not alone.

  Life has been lacking something lately. I do not know what it is exactly, and this unawareness is near to killing me. I can be in a room full of people - acquaintances, friends and even supposed best friends - yet loneliness is everlasting. There's a hollowness in my heart, a puncture in my spirit. People that I've come to know, both new and old, are the subject of my uncertainty. I've been second-guessing everyone; I'm almost giving up on people in general. I know there are unknowing friends out there who could give me the world. But knowing the rite of passage, I could never go far with people that I'm meant to be with. Fate is funny like that. And all this hits me as an overwhelming epiphany, whenever I'm by myself. The tables are turned, and perhaps my worst enemy is myself. It's really tempting sometimes to let the moment swallow me whole and run away from it all. That way, it'll allow my feelings to simmer and dissolve.

  It seems that nothing will ever satisfy the embers of my hungry soul.

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4 comments:

  1. while it's such an unfortunate topic, your writing is still phenomenal. i feel the same way most of the time, weighed down with doubt. best of luck, it might just subside. xx

    - kennedi
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    1. Your undying support is so nice, really. I'll hope haha, thanks dear :)

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  2. I hope you're all good Rachel <33 There is still a world to discover and billions more people to know.
    However, amazing writing as usual girl xxxxx

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    1. You always know how to cheer me up with your way. Thanks babe <3

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